The Golden Thread..

my frens recently took part in a short film competition organised by the business faculty of UCTI during the BizBuzz Week 2009..

i personally feel tat d video is great..at least it made my eyes filled with tears..i'm a sentimental guy =) maybe i reli expressed how i felt..related to my previous post, friends...

proudly present my fren's production..

"THE GOLDEN THREAD"

frens = no frens?

most of u would probably doubt me on this, probably ALL of u..believe it or not, i feel that i've no frens..yea u ppl might see me chatting around with ppl here n dere in college, saying hi to every1, waving here n dere wit others or with 700+ frens in facebook, but all these are all so surface, not d real thing within it..its like maths, if d area (luas) is enuf to show u d whole picture den those ppl would not have discovered or needed volume (isipadu) to measure sumtin..

ofcuz i noe i have many frens, but den again, its how u look like at d term, 'friend'..its too wide..for example,

• some1 u see everyday but its jz hi and bye
• some1 u noe for years but oni talked for d first 2 weeks
• some1 tat u could crap happily wit but its for d moment
• some1 u noe thru a fren n never meet d 2nd time
• many many more

but d friend i meant for myself earlier would be some1 that i could reli trust, some1 that would remember me for who i am, some1 that i could pour all my feelings and words to without any filtering..again, i noe i hv frens that care for me, being wit me, helping me when i need them, but deres jz stg missing within it..d bond seems to be so weak tat it could broken with jz a simple knock..

maybe i'm jz lacking of social activities that led me to how i feel..i blive most of u who have asked me for any outings, parties or anything like it would probably had atleast got a 'no' from me once..i apologise on it..but i assure u tat i DO wanna go wit u ppl alot..its jz tat stg is holding me back..its how i was brought up and how i was unable being myself..for a vy long long time..i'm reli hoping to step out from d cage n be myself!!but things do not seems to be so easy as it looks like..n i wonder what it takes, n how long it will take for me to go beyond d current camouflage of mine..

jz feel so unhappie and down deep inside me..d laughters, lame jokes, perasanness u ppl get from me its d outer part of me..deep inside, i wish its d same as how i bring myself, but its jz totally d other way round..i jz seems not to enjoy my life..im jz so LONELY..being d oni child, with limited ppl to talk to, or in my case, it seems no1 that i could reli pour my feeling to..totally no1 has know what i've been tinking or how i've been feeling all these years..n i wonder how long more could i stand with it..hopefully long enuf for me to break myself free...

argh..stopping here..thank you so much for those of u who care about me k..appreciate it..its jz tat im having tis feeling, dunno y for wateva reason..

Freaking Bad Luck!!

freaking bad luck this month!!

• faced d toughest exam paper in my entire college life
• summon by DBKL for parking outside d bank for 10 minutes
• modem auto reset so i cant use my wifi
• time to service car, meaning money fly away
• tyre pancit for d 1st time
• side skirting broke while pushing up d car using wateva equipment u call that
• my phone cant call or sms out suddenly for dunno wtf reason!!

wonder what else is coming? n i hope ntg else!! wat a month..damn it!!

p.s. : the oni good thing happened this month is my darling's bday...

The Candlelight of 090909 <3

~Darling's Birthday~

~090909~

~Friend's condo~

~Kwan & Pui~

~Candlelight Dinner~

The Plot

exam finishes at 4, so after that went condo for d plan's preparation...

cut cucumber, cut tomato, prepare d sauce of d nite...

thx to all my frens that helped me clean d house & arrange d candles...

start cooking after getting a signal from Vincent, chauffeur of d nite...

-Hooi Ling & him went to give Pui a surprise pick up.. Pui tot i'm oni going to dinner with her.. They blindfolded her, and bring her to the venue...

while they were on the way, me, d chef cum mastermind of d nite starts d implementation =P

-cook, bath, dress up, lid d candles & wait for action...

and here she is, i got the signal via miss call that she is in the lift from Vincent

-picked up d bouquet of 9 roses from d fridge, played d romantic music (thx Hooi Ling for d CD) and stand at d doorstep =)

Hooi Ling led her into d house, closed d door and left..n me helping her to untie d blindfold =)

*tada*...tis was how i pop-up in her first sight, ofcuz, facing d door, and all dark wit candles..

~happy burfday n passed her d flower~

picture was taken after v had out dinner..

d environement of d nice...hmm..its actually darker..camera prob made d candles look so eerie =.="

from d expression of her face, voice, gestures

i know i've succeeded in making her happie, surprise n wateva u name it =P

YES!!! Its all worthy after all d planning and hardwork

sat her down, champagne being poured (no cash for red wine..LoL..) & our candlelight dinner started =)

her with d dining table, enjoying d food =)

after dinner it was d romantic chatting session on d sofa near d window, tis time with all candles being blew off so it was all dark..

no details here..imagine ppl!! =P

camwhore session after tat, thx to technology, self-timer made it all possible xD

us

<3

cake session =) from Baskin Robbins

during d camwhore session..wish tis will once again happen on our wedding nite,

hopefully.......

so everything turned out quite well...both of us were happie n satisfied...nice food *cheh*, nice music & so on....

ofcuz d worst part of d nite was cleaning al d stuffs, packed d things i've brought..argh..

but both of us did it together..so its alrite =P

opps..ofcuz other details of marinating d chop etc etc were done before that day =)

so end of d nite..sent her home after that..reach home all sleepy..tired tired..

Lil msg from me to you:

Happy Birthday on this special date.. Wish that u had a great time with me last nite (though i noe u did =P).. n plz allow us to celebrate each other's burfday everyyear, holding each other for eternity (090909 - forever) until v r no longer looking at d world together..enuf said, i believe u get what i meant =P

I love you

alrite..so tats it..other words do not have to be transmitted thru here..haha..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY once again!!may all ur wishes come true.....

p.s. : thank you so much to Hooi Ling, Je Ni, Je Jing for d place, Vincent for sacrificing ur time and car, Grace for offering ur candles

and for more pictures, please move on to

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=108263&id=627669278&comments and

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=105816&id=538221177&ref=nf

sugar day xD

yday, 24th August 2009, both of us cooked spaghetti together..LoL..wit carbonara sauce..lols..

almost argue cuz both of us have diff tots of how to cook it..

nvm..atleast v've made it a success atlast...erm...as in it is done lar..d taste wise..LoL..

for me not tat good..but not too bad..atleast its finished up =) me rubbish bin..so......haha.......

planning to do it once more..n make it better xD gonna gain weight d..LoL...

forgot to take picture of d process n before v eat..too hungry ba..jz manage to snap the last portion of it =)

camwhore session after tat...

went to mid valley to pak tor..haha..erm...afraid tat v will miss d car again..so ta-da......

took a cam shot of d parking area =)

watched laughing gor: turning point...

not vy special..but 1 thing is for sure.............damn alot of leng luis..guys will enjoy it definitely..haha.......

darling plz dun jeles ya ^^ no matter wat ur still d best xD

tats all..simple..hehe..so long ppl =) next post coming up vy soon....

surprise diary xD

met Pui today for lunch..near her house for Fish Paste Noodle..drink, a coconut =)

got a surprised too..she suddenly gave me d diary i asked to write..

never tot she would do it at first..

it was a bday pressie from Yunita, my Indonesian classmate, last year..den i passed it to Pui =)

she decorated it reli well..love it!! keep smiling turning from page to page..

sweet, sour, bitter, spicy memories all inside..haha..last written for my bday tis year =)

THANK YOU SO MUCH MY BAO BEI..

appreciate it a lot..

our journey will never stop as the pages of the diary finish..its jz part of our purple journey..a chapter of it..more blessed memories to come....

MUAX my lou po zhai =)

few camshots on pages of d diary..

p.s. : love u lee chew pui..u are jz d most beautiful chapter of my life <3

Memories~~

simply classics by this man..

AARON KWOK

freaking hot man..haha..43 years old..ma de..
gals still die in his hands..
even me as a guy =P







the classic wave =)



used to be my idol..looking back at his songs..though not d best..but reli not bad lar..his dancing =) the older the better..as in his looks..killing...ma de.......jealous lar..